Hello
First I'd like to say that I'm happy to answer all of your questions if only you'd bother to ask me directly. There is no need to go digging for dirt because you'll only get dirty. I admit it, I'm not a perfect person. I've done things that I may not choose to do today given maturity and hindsight, but I have never done anything that I regret or hide away for countenance. Secondly I'd like to add that sincerity is one of my prime virtues. However, while sincerity is important to me and I always refrain from telling lies, I do not hesitate to spin tales for the sake of humor and entrainment. Somewhere between a half and some two-thirds of what I write is purely in the realm of satire and joke. Here I must point out that it is perfectly possible to pull apart something I've written and misinterpret a joke to be truth. I believe this is the source of a misunderstanding.
We live in the age of information. How easy it is for one so hidden away to view the world through such a small window as your computer screen and begin to believe the feed. Like the age of Television, this has revolutionized much of how we see the world. Also much like television, it is a mixture of fact and fiction. Often there is more fiction than fact. Today a person who views television as pure fact is seen as having a small and impotent mind. Only a child believes everything on television. This is something that extends to the Internet. Only the most credulous and dim would read my words and conclude them to be 100% fact. The same level of credulity I've seen in too many correspondences.
The emergence of Email, Uber, Bitcoin, Twitter, Youtube, Hulu, Netflix... are all examples of how much the world is changing and how much we need to change the way we see it. Email has forever changed communication. Uber is changing the way we get around. Bitcoin is changing the way we think about money, potentially making banks obsolete. Twitter is changing the way we get news, basically making corporate media obsolete. Youtube, Hulu and Netflix are making television networks obsolete. All of this means the way we think about each other, the ways we communicate, how we get our information, and how we understand it need to evolve. To use these new systems we (you) need to adapt your thinking. The fact that you have unabashedly stalked me online is a testament to this.
Here I must add more of the personal. It seems to me that you are all too eager to jump to assumptions and express your misguided opinions. You have no Idea what you are talking about. You have no clue about my true nature. Reading a few tweets or a blog does not grant you insight into the workings of someones life. It does not expose "secrets" as anything posted on the Internet is obviously NOT a secret. As you're so fond of trolling my posts you should be wise enough to have realized they are almost entirely jokes. Perhaps it's the nature of posting in mediums like twitter that hinders your understanding. It is possible that you simply have not been able to find the entire thread and are not able to comprehend that many posts, replies and responses are jokes. Maybe this means you have no humor, or maybe I'm just not funny. But I do know that thinking everything posted on twitter is true does make for a great laugh.
This is why I'd like to believe that we've merely had a misunderstanding. I want to think that your overly emotional correspondence is the result of a telephone-game-like scrambling of the message. I'd like to believe that you are not as credulous as you sound. That you are not eagerly seeking to formulate such ridiculous conclusions, but are just uninformed. I'd like to believe that you do not want to think such things and that you are not quite as perverted as to conjure up the crazy I see in reading your words. I hope you don't want to believe yourself. Unfortunately, you seem to WANT to believe the things you do. You'd rather believe the fabulous tales you've spun for yourself than learn the more boring truths of reality.
Sadly, I'm afraid the tales you've spun reflect not only your bias delusions but expose your own inner shame and desires. Shakespeare said it best with "me thinks thou dost protest too much" implying that your protests expose your own guilt. Similarly, as Chris Hitchens said in reference to 'King Lear', "the policeman who lashes the whore has a hot need to use her for the very offense for which he applies the lash". That is, your disgusting revulsion to my (our) behavior reflects your own desire to act in such ways or your own guilt for having done so. This extends also to your bigoted concern over my race and religion. That you were so appallingly worried I may be "black" because I have a "black name" oddly implies your own desire for interracial relations. In short these rather stupid complaints comments and concerns are merely projections of YOUR inner self.
I feel I must explain my position on drugs as you've proven so keen on making assumptions. I do NOT have any addictions. I have never had any addictions. Unlike yourself, I've spent the last decade of my life working a very successful job, thank you very much for your arrogant and insulting judgments on that. During my tenure I drank an occasional beer, smoked a joint here or there, and did other things without any effect on my career. It is perfectly possible to do something without it being a problem. A person can drink a beer without being an alcoholic, similarly, a person can smoke a joint, or eat a pill without being a "drug addict." As far as addiction itself is concerned, a person does not need drugs to be an addict. Food, sex, TV, popping bubble wrap... anything can be an addiction. It's not the act that makes an addict, it's the addicts compulsion. Sadly, We live in a hypocritical society where you can raise your children to swallow pharmaceuticals by the handful, then have the stupid arrogance to condemn anyone an "addict."
Your arrogance and credulity exposes your ignorance. To claim I have a addiction because I wrote about taking LSD on independence day is an insult to both me and actual addicts. It shows that you have zero knowledge about drugs, no understanding of addiction, no understanding of myself, and no respect for the essential dignity of other people. Your reactionary comment about drug addiction is a slippery-slope fallacy that further shows your bias and ignorance. Claiming that this one-time use of a non-addictive drug (it is a fact: "LSD is not considered an addictive drug since it does not produce compulsive drug-seeking behavior.") will lead to the use of meth and "pimping", leaves me nearly speechless with sardonic laughter. This absurdity is why America has more prison inmates than all other countries combined. It's people like you (your generation), believing such blatant nonsense, who perpetuate it. Perhaps this is a form of sabotage intended to limit competition in your bullshit economy. Luckily, your antiquated views are dying as a new age of enlightenment is dawning.
Today we are seeing a wonderful revolution in understanding drugs. We are fortunate enough to live in a time when the giant black blanket term of "drugs" is being pulled back to reveal the truth. A truth that your generation has fought against from the beginning. The truth that if we are willing to call cannabis a "drug" then we should also call coffee, tea, and chocolate "drugs." The truth that "drugs" are not demons as you've been brainwashed to believe. The truth that many of these things have been used safely by "successful" people for thousands of years. The truth that in a free and civil society consenting adults should be free to get high. The truth that our culture and society is NOT fundamentally against "getting high." That alcohol, caffeine, and TV are readily acceptable and even encouraged is evidence that our culture is not opposed to "getting high." So what's so different about the other "highs"? What's the difference between drinking beer while watching football and smoking cannabis while watching cartoons? This is a question that you have obviously refused to ask. A question that perhaps is beyond your thinking as you've no doubt been thoroughly programmed to avoid it. The only difference is purely statutory and lucky for us the statutes are changing. Even the delusional belief that law (statutes) dictates ethics and morality is going extinct.
You're clearly trying to use money to manipulate us. Canceling this or that service for your own child (life-flight insurance, AAA, phone and others) is obviously a pitiful attempt at retaliation. It shows that your only sense of power comes from money. Your response of "I canceled this and that" and refusal to admit or confront and own your abusive and neglectful behavior is tantamount an admission of guilt. It also shows exactly how little power you actually have within your own life. The weakest power is manipulation and is a power used mainly by the weakest people. While I did not read the letter sent to you, I do know it's basic message. Again your refusal to confront a single point and your retaliatory response is basically a contemptible admission of your own guilt.
As for your obsessive preoccupation with money. It's true that more money is always useful but it is not the sole measure of success. You think that money solves everything but it clearly hasn't solved your own problems. I will not argue that money is not important, but I will argue against it as the sole measure of success. If you measure success in dollars you must wake up to the fact that the world is changing. As the population increases there are fewer dollars to go around. We are slipping into a socialist country and the top 1% of the world are sucking up 98% of the wealth. So by your measure, only 1% of the world is "successful." There are some nine BILLION people on earth and you think that competition for a little slice of that remaining 2% of the pie is going to grant any success? Again your thinking shows how well hidden away you've been for the last thirty years. When you were my age, the average person owned their home, today this is almost an impossibility. When you were my age, the average person worked in a manufacturing plant, today those factories no longer exist. The measure of success has changed with the times. We are evolving into a creativity based economy while you belittle creativity itself. Today economic success is not to be found in a career working for others but in advancing the self. Your generation has been indoctrinated to believe people need to "find a good job", while my generation believes we need to create a good job.
I have to ask, with all your money (rather your husbands money), are you happy? Has any single dollar purchased you a shred of happiness? Has any dollar bought you an extra day of life? A shred of compassion? An ounce of understanding? I doubt it. Looking from the outside in, I can be equally judgmental and conclude that you are not happy. Your money hasn't bought you a single friend, let alone a fake friend and it obviously hasn't bought you a sense of humor or compassion. I'm sincerely wondering if you are happy. I must also ask, would you trade away any of your (husbands) wealth for real happiness? Perhaps here, I can illuminate the main difference between your generation and mine. We see a career as a meaningless drain of our precious little time. Simply put, we'd rather own nothing and be free to live our seventy years than work away half our lives to own meaningless stuff. We are simply not as materialistic as you so money is far less important to us.
Always remember, we are the generation that will inherit the mess you've made. We are the creators and makers, the dreamers and artists. We are not like you. We are not here to rape and take everything the world has to offer. We are not here to burn everything we can't own. We are not going to tear others down for having their own dreams. We are not going to nay-say and belittle any creative endeavors. We will take the world that you've left burned to ashes and trampled to dust. We will grow new life in it and thrive. You cannot stop us. WE are the future, YOU are the dead. We will mourn your passing, but we will embrace the freedom left in your wake. We will write history and tell the story of your failure to stop us. We will enhance the world instead of using it up, tear it down, trample it, and belittle it. Your antiquated beliefs will die with you. This change will only accelerate once your corpse has stopped weighing us down.
Rotten and corrupted with deceit, judgment, denial, and selfishness, you are a poisonous person. You are clearly seething with misery and denial. Like most people suffering from decades of misery you try to spread it around onto others. Also like most people long suffering, you are unaware that you are the source of your own misery. As we love you and care for you and we wish you well, but we are wise enough to understand that your poisons will spread into us. In other words, we refuse to allow your bitterness and misery to hinder our happiness. We have pity for your alienation but we understand that it is your choice. One day you will be left old and alone. Nobody will be there to care for you and nobody will help you. It seems this is what you want for yourself so we cannot avoid it. We will not fight against your self imposed estrangement. We love you and we have compassion for you but we will not swallow your poison.
Bitterly and mockingly but lovingly,
Darius V. the LSD addicted satanic pimp.
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